My office is a obnoxious vortex that sucks me in. It's too warm; like a garbage
can that has two day old diary products in it. As you throw a paper towel away
you feel the liquidly heat contained within. When trying to live life as an informed
and intelligent member of society, this four-walled hell gives me a run for my
money. I sit in my room, digesting bits of processed ones and zeros and take it
to be the God's honest truth. Facing my personal mecca intensely praying for countless
hours a day, the colored portal that has become my source of light, barely inching
out that orb in the heavens that has baffled men of science for years. They ought
to take a look at this screen and the unknown appeal that it has. It has become
my mistress. In my days of worshipping at the altar of code I have become half
of what I once was. My bloated person proclaims what I once was, my punchy face
shows the wear and tear of this "easy" life. A belly now protrudes from my midsection,
taking up residence when I traded health for ease. Except for my hands. Though
once calloused with an honest day's work are now smooth and dextertious. They
have become the most active part of me - even eclipsing my brain. Ten tentacles
trying to be three places at once so I can get what I desire. What we all desire.
The definition of hermit has changed. We are all now hermits. Utterly alone. But
all so "connected".